WARNING:STORY 18+
Chapter 4
Confession
Chapter 4
“Good morning, Jessica,” Taeyon greeted with a smile as she watches Jessica walks towards her seat.
Jessica smiled and greeted back as well. “Good morning, Taeyon,”
Jessica puts down her bag and walk towards Taeyon who was standing near the window.
“What’s up? It seems like, you’re not with Yuri today,” Teayon said.
“Uh
huh, actually, I went to her house a while ago to fetch her but she
told me to go without her and that, she will just meet up with me here,”
Jessica said with a smile.
Taeyon giggled slightly causing
Jessica to look at her confusingly. Taeyon stops from giggling. She
sighed and looks up at the blue sky. “What’s wrong with you, Jessica? I
mean, why don’t you go straight at the point already? Go on and tell
Yuri that you like her in a romantic way,”
Jessica was surprise to
hear Teayon’s words. At first she was like, are you serious?! At the
moment she heard what Taeyon said but slowly, she starts to realise that
Taeyon’s right. What’s wrong with her, anyway? Why can’t she say that
she likes her? Is she that so afraid of telling her feelings just
because of the thought that, she might lose Yuri after telling it to
her?
Jessica sighed as well and didn’t say anything. Taeyon in the
other side just stayed silent. She understands what Jessica feels right
now. She knows that her friend was still having thoughts if it’s right
to tell Yuri about it and she clearly knows the reason why Jessica was
still keeping these feelings inside her for quite a long time already.
“I.. I want to tell her but... I just can’t because..”
“You’re afraid that you might lose her after telling your true feelings for her, right Jessica Jung?” Taeyon said.
Jessica took a deep breath and nodded her head. “Yes... I’m afraid,” she said as she looks at her.
“Then
what if, Yuri feels the same way? And what if she suddenly tells you
that she likes you as well? What would you do?” Taeyon asked.
“I’ll
tell her what I feel for her. I’ll tell her how much I love her more
than a friend and that I’ll promise to protect her no matter what,”
Jessica said.
Taeyon smiled at Jessica’s answer and said, “You
know, Yuri’s so lucky to have someone like you, Sica. Aside from being
one of the Jungs, Yuri is just so damn lucky for having such a rare type
of girl here,”
Jessica chuckled at Taeyon’s statement but deep
inside she’s somewhat agreeing to her friend that, Yuri is so lucky to
have me but I think I’m the lucky one here ‘cause, Yuri is everything
that a man well, probably a girl would want to have as a girlfriend,
Jessica thought to herself.
xxx
Outside the classroom where
Jessica and Taeyon were, Yuri was standing there, watching the whole
scene that happened inside the classroom. And because she can’t go
inside, she’s not able to hear what they’re talking about instead; she
can only watch their actions.
Probably a wholesome and sweet
scene.. Yuri thought to herself as she felt like, there was a thousand
of invisible daggers stabbing her heart. And to be added, she felt a
pang of jealousy by just seeing the sweet scene between them. (Well, for
her it was sweet just because, Taeyon can make her Jessica smile and
laugh)
Yuri clenched her fist tightly and her eyes started to get a
bit blurry because of the tears that are starting to form and falls
down to her cheeks later on.
She can’t take it anymore so she
started running away but while she was running, tears started falling
down to her cheeks but she just ignored it and just continued running.
But before she could reach the exit, she accidentally bumps onto
someone. She stumbled slightly and so the unknown boy stumbled as well.
And without even looking, Yuri bowed slightly and said sorry and started
running again until she finally reaches the exit.
Yuri was sitting under the tree and was crying...
Am
I really that idiot?! Why can’t I tell her that I love her?! I don’t
want her to be with someone else! I want her to be with me only! She
mentally shouted as tears just kept on falling down to her cheeks.
“Jessica...”
xxx
“Hey, Jessica, is that Yuri who’s standing?” Taeyon asked as she stares at Yuri who was standing outside their classroom.
“Huh? Where?” Jessica asked.
“Outside our classroom,” Taeyon said.
Jessica
looks outside their classroom and there she saw Yuri standing. She was
about to call her but then, Yuri suddenly run away..
“Yu..ri.. wait...” Jessica said in a low tone of her voice yet a sad one.
Taeyon blinks her eyes a few times and asked, “What’s wrong with her? Why did she run away?”
Jessica shook her head her eyes never leaving the place where she saw Yuri and said, “Dunno..”
And
that morning, Jessica didn’t saw Yuri anymore. Class have started and
it was all boring for her because of these two reasons: First, the
lesson for today is just so damn boring and second, she can’t focus
because her mind was on a certain tanned-haired girl.
Yuri.. where
are you?.. Jessica mentally asked as she let out a sigh and stared
blankly at her teacher when suddenly, she felt someone taps her
shoulder.
She looks at her back and it was Seohyun the Student Council President who was tapping her shoulder. “Jessica,”
“Yes?”
“Bored, are you?” Seohyun asked.
Jessica nodded her head. “Me too.. today’s lesson is so boring..” Seohyun said.
Jessica
smirked at her and said, “Oh, I never expect that one. I never thought
Ms. President thinks that today’s lesson is so boring or is it, you just
want to go now so you can finally see Yoona?”
A faint blush suddenly appears on Seohyun’s cheeks. “J-jessica!”
Jessica chuckled. “Just admit it, Seohyun. I know you like Yoona as well,”
Seohyun
let out a sigh and said, “Am I really that obvious whenever I’m with
her or is it just, you’re so good at things like this?”
Jessica
chuckled once again and shook her head and said, “Yes and no. Yes
because, it’s true that it’s so obvious whenever you’re with her and no
because, I’m not good at things like that so I suggest you to just ask
Yoona if she feels the same way,”
The blush on Seohyun’s cheeks just becomes redder than before.
After
a few seconds, Jessica’s phone suddenly vibrates inside her pocket. She
stops from teasing Seohyun and flip open her phone and there she saw
that she got one new message.
She clicks on the one new message that she got that reads:
I miss you, Sica baby.. :(
Jessica heart started beating faster. “Yuri..” she whispered.
She
didn’t waste any time and replied to Yuri’s text message. I miss you
too, Kwon Seobang :(.. where are you? She clicks the send button and
waited for Yuri’s reply.
After a few minutes, her phone vibrates
again and of course there was a new message that says: I’m in our class
right now and yes, I'm spacing out right now.. by the way, can you meet
me in the library later?
Huh? She wants me to meet her in the
library later? But, she still have one more class after her current
class.. sigh.. oh never mind I’ll just do what she wants me to do..
Jessica thought to herself and replied to Yuri’s text. Alright, I’ll be
there in just a minute so, see you later Seobang.. And again, Jessica
clicks the send button.
After a few minutes, the bell finally rings. Jessica quickly stands up and grabs her bag.
As she finally reaches the library, Jessica heard Yuri’s voice call her.
“Sica, over here!” Yuri shouted as she wave her hands at Jessica.
Jessica smiled and went in the far corner where Yuri was.
“Hey Yuri,”
Yuri
smiled at her. She moves closer to Jessica and encircles her arms
around Jessica’s neck. Jessica’s cheeks heat up. “Y-yuri.. wh-what are
you doing?”
Yuri shrugged her shoulders. “Nothing.. I’m just clinging on my Sica baby,” she whispered hotly as she licks Jessica’s earlobe.
Jessica shivered making Yuri giggle. D-damn... something is wrong with this girl! Jessica mentally shouted.
She pulled away and glared at Yuri and said, “What’s wrong with you Yuri Kwon?! Why are you acting like this?!”
Yuri
flinched. She knows this tone of Jessica’s voice. She clenched her fist
and tears started falling down to her cheeks once again.
“I’m
angry and jealous...” Yuri said in a low voice. “I.. I feel so jealous
when I saw you with Taeyon a while ago and I’m so angry because, I can’t
even say what I want to say!” Yuri said as she looks at Jessica while
tears just kept on falling down to her cheeks.
“Yuri.. I’m so sorry..” Jessica said as she walks towards Yuri to embrace her.
Yuri cried on Jessica’s shoulder while rubbing her back. “I’m really sorry, Yuri.. I’m really sorry..”
After
a few minutes, Yuri finally stops from crying but she was still on
Jessica’s arms. She was inhaling Jessica’s scent with her eyes both
close. “Sica..”
“Yes?”
“Would you mind if I stayed like this for a while and I want to tell you something..” Yuri said.
“Sure,” was Jessica’s only reply.
“I’ve been longing to say this to you..”
Jessica’s
heart started beating faster but still remained silent as she let Yuri
finish her words. Yuri then continued, “I love you and I like you more
than a friend.. I’m so afraid to tell it to you so I decided to just
keep these feelings hidden from you and bottled it all up... I’m afraid
because I might lose you after telling these feelings.. you know, I
thought you might start thinking it’s disgusting..”
“No.. it would
never be disgusting.. and I feel the same way as well. You’re reason
from keeping your feelings hidden from me is just the same like mine
because like you, I’m afraid to lose you.. You’re my reason for
everything.. a day without even seeing you is like the worst punishment
God would ever give to me..” Jessica said with a smile as she cups
Yuri’s cheeks causing Yuri to look at her.
Yuri cups Jessica’s cheeks as well and moves her face closer to Jessica and said, “Then, would you say ‘I love you, Yuri’?”
Jessica just smiled and caresses Yuri’s lips, stared at her eyes and says those three magic words. “I love you, Yuri,”
Yuri
smiled by just hearing those three magic words she’s longing to hear
from best friend/girlfriend. Jessica leaned in and pressed her lips
softly on Yuri’s while Yuri encircles her arms around her neck and
kissed her back passionately. They broke the kiss for a while to gasp
some air.
Yuri was the first one to pull Jessica and kiss her once
again but this time, the kiss was more passionate and hotter as she
licks Jessica’s lips asking permission for her tongue to come inside the
Ice Princess’ mouth and deepen the kiss. Jessica didn’t waste any time
and let Yuri do what she wants to do. A slight moan escaped from
Jessica’s mouth as she felt Yuri’s tongue explore every corner of her
mouth.
The two broke the kiss breathlessly. Yuri rested her forehead on Jessica’s. She smiled and said, “I love you too, Jessica,”
End of Chapter 4
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